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Hi, Gabriel Pawson, Deputy Head. 

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Jenna. Garvey.

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 You used to teach here. 

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 I was a pupil. Year of 2005. 

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Sorry, I don't.

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I have a few questions I wanted to
ask about my time here but...

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 No worries. Listen. 

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 I've got a class but I'll be at the 
 gym across the road later. 

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 Five o'clock? 

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Oh, OK.

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 There's a cafe. And a pool. 

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 I didn't plan to teach at my 
 old school, 

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 the deputy headship came up, 
 I went for it. 

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Oh, well.

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Quite a few pupils I've taught have
gone on to teaching.

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It's very gratifying, actually.

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 I didn't go into teaching cos 
 of you. 

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 You never taught me. 

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No.

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 We all noticed you though. 

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 You were easily the hottest teacher, 
 hottest woman, in school. 

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 Don't worry, 

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 no laws are being broken that 
 would've been broken back in 2005. 

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Right, so you, you know who I am,
my history?

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 Of course. 

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 You're notorious. 

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 Quite bold, really, coming 
 into school. 

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Well, I...

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..I didn't do it, what I've been
accused of.

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I mean, I pleaded guilty but that
was a mistake.

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And now I wanna prove that I didn't
do it.

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It was someone else.

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Look, do you remember this teacher?

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 Look at that. 

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 Ha! Oh, my God. 

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Can I just show you?

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 Ash Qayam, I sat next to him in Art. 

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 He's an MP now. 

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Do you remember this teacher here?

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 Arnold Cleary? 

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Arnold Cleary. Yeah.

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 He slept with a pupil. 

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 Ran off to Scotland with Diz. 

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 Diz Chinyere. 

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 That's her, there. 

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Oh, my.

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Cleary went to prison for it. 

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 God, I remember, we came back after 
 the summer holiday 

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 and Cleary had gone. 

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 No explanation but obviously we all 
 knew and talked about nothing else. 

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I had no idea that's
what happened.

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I mean, I'd gone by then.

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 Why are you looking for him? 

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 Reaching out to teachers who've been 
 through the same sort of thing? 

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No. No, I'm not like him.

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Look.

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Nothing happened, the boy lied.

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But it was enough to set this
all off and now...

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..they had no reason to ruin
my life.

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 And Arnold Cleary did? 

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I...

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..look, do you think the school
might have contact details for him

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or, like, information?

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 You know, I teach a lot of girls. 

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 Some of them are very mature. 

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 But I never cross that line. 

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 I'm not their friend, 

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 they might think I'm 
 unlikeable, strict, 

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 but the boundary is clear. 

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 Teacher. Pupil. 

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Right. Well, let's hope that's never
put to the test, eh?

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 We all thought you were great, 
 back then.

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Miss Garvey. 

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 You really got the kids, 
 you were popular. 

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Yeah, well, I like to connect with
my pupils,

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invest in them,

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I like them to feel good about
themselves that's...

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 A good teacher, a responsible adult, 

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 keeps a respectful distance. 

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 Doesn't need to be liked. 

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 Kyle? 

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 Oh, Kyle. 

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 I've had the school on the phone. 

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 You've got a bloody English exam. 

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 I can't do it. 

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 Oh, get yourself over there now. 
 Come on. 

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 Hey. 

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 ..Hey, it's just nerves, babe. Yeah?

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It's all right, 

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 I mean, I know it's weird for you 

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 cos it's English, isn't it and 
 that's her subject... 

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 I don't care anymore. 

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 Just a few more exams, Kyle and then 
 we can have a think, 

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 we can have a think and we can make 
 a plan to get you right. 

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 How? 

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 I don't know, we'll do something. 

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 If that filthy scumbag hadn't have 
 put you up to this... 

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 Mum, you promised you said you 
 wouldn't shout like that anymore. 

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 All right, I won't, I won't.

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But you know he's gonna get away 
 with it, don't you, Kyle? 

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 He's just gonna walk away... 

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 He didn't mean for it to all end up 
 like this, mum, 

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 he's not a bad person, honestly. 

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 He's a nutter, Kyle. 

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 He's a bloody weirdo nut job, 

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 and he has used you! 

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 He's used you! 

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 I need you to go. 

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 Yeah, I need you need to go and do 
 your exam. 

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 Yeah. 

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Hello.

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 It's Pauline. 

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Yeah, hi.

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 You said I could come and get some 
 stuff for charity? 

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 Is it a bad time?

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No, no, no.

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When were you thinking?

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 I'm outside. 

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Oh.

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Hi.

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 I didn't wanna knock, I thought... 

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Come in.

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So.

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 Oh, these came to you from 
 the school. 

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Sorry. I have been sent some
sinister and bizarre things.

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Like dirty pictures, stuff
like that.

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 Oh, no. 

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I know.

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 You sure you don't want to 
 keep anything? 

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I can't. I've only rented a
studio, so.

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It's kind of a nice feeling though,
you know.

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Life purge.

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 You're really brave, starting over.

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Well, if I can help, you know, a 
 reference or... 

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I do have a contact, actually,
a sub-editor.

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I'm thinking of going
into publishing.

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I'm not barred from working
with books.

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 No. 

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I don't know.

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Maybe I just went into teaching
to live up to my mum,

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or make my dad, I don't know, proud?

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 You really don't want these? 

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No.

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They're mum's

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but I'm not really bothered about
cooking, so,

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do you want them?

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 Maybe I should now that I'm cooking 
 for two.

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Yeah. How is that? Is it going well?

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 I don't know. 

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 He talks about moving in and then 
 becomes distant, 

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 saying he needs space. 

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 Is that normal? 

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Oh, listen.

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I don't really think I'm the person
to ask about that.

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Should we start loading up the car?

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 Of course, sorry. Sorry. Yeah. 

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Thanks.

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OK?  Yeah. OK. 

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Do you want that one in there?

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 Oh, yeah. Thank you. 

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There you go.

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Do you want me to get these?

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 No, don't worry. You go.   You sure? 

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 Honestly.

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I'll get the next load ready and
I'll put the kettle on.

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 OK. 

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 Do you want me to take that back 
 in case it's something bad? 

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No, it's...

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well, maybe while you're here.

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Oh, it's from this Deputy Head.

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This is stuff from Arnold Cleary.

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 Arnold Cleary? 

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Yeah, sorry.

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A teacher from my old school.

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He groomed a pupil. She was 15.

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They were unnaturally close, so, I
reported it.

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He sent a letter.

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There's a letter from Cleary.

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"This Jenna Garvey person with whom
I have barely exchanged three words

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"in the staffroom, who has
instigated this witch hunt."

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He names me. Jesus.

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 I don't understand. 

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Sorry.

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I've been thinking that someone's
has been out to get me,

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you know, someone from my past.

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 It's not healthy to dwell. 

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I want to know, you know.

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I need to.

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Sorry.

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Oh, I've got more clothes for you in
the bedroom.

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Come on.

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It's all my work clothes,
my suits, shirts.

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Are you OK, Pauline?

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 No, no, I'd better go,

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I'll just leave you to it, I think. 

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OK, are you sure?

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Oh, Pauline, the clothes.
The clothes.

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 You're early. 

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 Come in. 

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Oh, God. Another one?

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 Oh, really. Don't. 

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 It's, it's, it's disgusting. 

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 I'm sorry, don't think about it now. 

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 If there is somebody out to get you, 

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 he's not right in the head. 

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 We have to report it. 

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No. No, don't worry, Just leave it.

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 I can help you. 

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I know.

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I know, you can.

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Thank you.

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And Dad, I'm sorry.

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 For what? 

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Everything I've done.

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I'm your father, Jenna. 

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 He wrote me letters after. 

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 But my parents sent them straight to 
 the police. 

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 I got hold of one. 

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 It was sad. 

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 Nothing about me, just about prison, 
 his life and... 

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 ..he wasn't allowed to see me 
 ever again. 

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 There were rumours he was dead but 
 I saw him a few years later. 

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 On TV. 

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Missing persons?

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 He had a different name but it was 
 definitely him. 

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You don't remember what the name
was? Or when it was?

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 Can I?

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Sorry, I'm trying to give up but... 

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Oh, of course.

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 Ta. 

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Are you OK though?

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I mean, it didn't make you...

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..are you coping?

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 What do you want with all this? 

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I'm just,

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Arnold, was he looking to blame
anyone for being caught?

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I mean, was he angry or?

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 You mean, was he a monster? 

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 A paedophile monster? 

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No, no.

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 Make me do things? Is that what you 
 want to know? 

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 What is this, exactly? 

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 You're not doing this for 
 the papers? 

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God, no.

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Cos they just made things worse, 
 the media, 

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 all the stuff they said about him, 
 about me, 

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 about his daughter. 

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 We didn't even... 

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 ..he made it clear, 

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 we'd have waited till I was 16. 

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You didn't have sex with him?

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Sorry. I'm sorry to make you go
through all this.

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 It doesn't matter now. 

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 It did then. 

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 I was heartbroken. 

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 He went to prison, 

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 and I couldn't think about 
 anything else, 

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 I couldn't show my face at school. 
 Just dropped out. 

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Oh, no.

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You were such a good student.

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 Yeah, I loved school. 

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 Mainly because it wasn't home. 

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 Going off with him wasn't the first 
 time I'd run away. 

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Well, maybe he saw that,

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perhaps he knew you were
unhappy and...

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 What? 

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 Picked me because I was vulnerable? 

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 Is that how it goes? 

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 Not because he loved me for me, 

270
00:18:56,000 --> 00:18:58,320
 but cos I was broken? 

271
00:18:58,360 --> 00:19:00,760
 An easy target? 

272
00:19:00,800 --> 00:19:05,560
I know but I couldn't just let him
get away with what he was doing.

273
00:19:05,600 --> 00:19:07,120
 What do you mean you? 

274
00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:14,360
 Did you report us?

275
00:19:14,400 --> 00:19:16,120
I'm sorry but I had to.

276
00:19:18,760 --> 00:19:20,600
 I was in love with him. 

277
00:19:20,640 --> 00:19:24,080
 I mean, telling the police, the 
 media finding out, just... 

278
00:19:24,120 --> 00:19:25,560
 ..it just made it worse. 

279
00:19:25,600 --> 00:19:30,280
 It just made it feel 
 horrible, shameful. 

280
00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:32,480
I'm sorry I didn't get chance to
talk to you,

281
00:19:32,520 --> 00:19:35,600
but I moved to a different school
and I...

282
00:19:45,880 --> 00:19:48,480
 What if she goes to police and says 
 that she didn't do it 

283
00:19:48,520 --> 00:19:50,960
 and it all gets turned back round 
 on me? 

284
00:19:51,000 --> 00:19:53,560
 Well, why, would she? 
 She doesn't know anything. 

285
00:19:53,600 --> 00:19:56,320
 What? 

286
00:19:56,360 --> 00:19:58,680
 Kyle, have you heard something?

287
00:19:59,720 --> 00:20:02,320
Kyle, hey. 

288
00:20:02,360 --> 00:20:03,960
 Has that creep been in touch 
 with you? 

289
00:20:04,000 --> 00:20:05,480
 No. He's not a creep! 

290
00:20:05,520 --> 00:20:07,760
 He'd better not have, I swear 
 to God. 

291
00:20:07,800 --> 00:20:12,480
 Izzy, she said that Miss Garvey's 
 been asking around 

292
00:20:12,520 --> 00:20:14,480
 and she thinks that I lied. 

293
00:20:14,520 --> 00:20:16,480
 She knows that I lied. 

294
00:20:16,520 --> 00:20:18,080
 What if she finds out? 

295
00:20:19,840 --> 00:20:21,800
 Good. 

296
00:20:21,840 --> 00:20:23,080
 Maybe that's good. 

297
00:20:23,120 --> 00:20:24,240
 Why? 

298
00:20:24,280 --> 00:20:27,000
 So, she goes to the police and then 
 they ask you why you did it 

299
00:20:27,040 --> 00:20:28,520
 and then you tell them. 

300
00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:31,280
 You tell them that that piece of 
 shit put you up to it.

301
00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:34,360
No, because it's not his fault and 
 he's gonna get in trouble for it. 

302
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:36,040
 No, Kyle! 

303
00:20:36,080 --> 00:20:40,560
 No, it is only his fault! 

304
00:20:40,600 --> 00:20:41,840
 You don't get it, 

305
00:20:41,880 --> 00:20:43,760
 Miss Garvey's not as innocent as 
 you think. 

306
00:20:43,800 --> 00:20:46,280
 She's done some bad, dark 
 things before. 

307
00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:47,920
 Is that what he told you? 

308
00:20:47,960 --> 00:20:49,880
 Is it? 

309
00:20:49,920 --> 00:20:51,400
 Is that how he made you do it? 

310
00:20:51,440 --> 00:20:53,600
 What, that, and giving you a couple 
 of hundred quid 

311
00:20:53,640 --> 00:20:56,880
 to completely fuck up your life? 

312
00:20:56,920 --> 00:20:59,440
 Baby, he's messed around with your 
 head, darling. 

313
00:20:59,480 --> 00:21:01,320
 No, mum.   Yeah, he has, right.

314
00:21:01,360 --> 00:21:02,960
And I should have protected you. 

315
00:21:28,360 --> 00:21:30,960
 Sorry, this number doesn't exist. 

316
00:22:15,520 --> 00:22:17,720
 Well, that took a bloody age. 

317
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:19,960
 Let's get going, shall we? 

318
00:22:24,000 --> 00:22:25,160
 Everything all right? 

319
00:22:25,200 --> 00:22:26,920
 Yeah, yeah, fine. 

320
00:23:20,960 --> 00:23:23,120
I know you lied.

321
00:23:23,160 --> 00:23:24,400
 I'm sorry. 

322
00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:26,240
What? You don't deny it?

323
00:23:28,600 --> 00:23:31,040
Kyle, I felt so bad.

324
00:23:31,080 --> 00:23:32,520
I thought I took advantage of you.

325
00:23:32,560 --> 00:23:34,840
I thought I was a sex offender,
for fuck's sake!

326
00:23:34,880 --> 00:23:36,360
 I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 

327
00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:40,040
Who, was it? Who told you to lie?

328
00:23:41,480 --> 00:23:45,720
Who told you? Come on, I know there
was someone.

329
00:23:45,760 --> 00:23:47,240
Was it Arnold Cleary?

330
00:23:47,280 --> 00:23:49,720
No, no, I don't know who that is. 

331
00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:51,680
 No-one made me do it. 

332
00:23:53,040 --> 00:23:54,560
 I did it myself. 

333
00:23:57,880 --> 00:24:00,000
 I'm sorry. 

334
00:24:00,040 --> 00:24:02,240
 I just made it up, and I, 

335
00:24:02,280 --> 00:24:04,280
 I didn't think you'd admit to it. 

336
00:24:04,320 --> 00:24:06,360
 I thought that I could get money 
 out of it, 

337
00:24:06,400 --> 00:24:10,360
 like, you'd pay me money and then 
 I can, 

338
00:24:10,400 --> 00:24:13,400
 I'd admit that it wasn't true. 

339
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:15,720
 But you plead guilty so I didn't get 
 chance to. 

340
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:21,320
 I took your mobile. 

341
00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:22,920
 I downloaded that messaging app. 

342
00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:25,200
 And sent photos to my phone. 

343
00:24:25,240 --> 00:24:26,440
You did?

344
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:37,400
You stupid little shit.

345
00:24:37,440 --> 00:24:39,520
What did I ever do to deserve
this, Kyle?

346
00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:40,760
What have I done to you?

347
00:24:40,800 --> 00:24:42,040
I only ever tried to help you.

348
00:24:42,080 --> 00:24:43,480
 Nothing. you did nothing. 

349
00:24:45,960 --> 00:24:47,680
 I'm sorry. 

350
00:24:49,160 --> 00:24:50,840
 God. I'm a fucking idiot! 

351
00:24:50,880 --> 00:24:52,400
 I know I'm a fucking idiot! 

352
00:24:52,440 --> 00:24:54,880
 and I'm sorry! 

353
00:24:54,920 --> 00:24:58,160
 If I could take it back, then 
 I would. 

354
00:24:58,200 --> 00:25:01,480
Kyle, what am I supposed to do
with this?

355
00:25:01,520 --> 00:25:03,200
What? You think I won't go to
the police

356
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,840
because you've been gracious enough
to admit the fucking truth?

357
00:25:05,880 --> 00:25:07,160
Well, I will go to the police.

358
00:25:07,200 --> 00:25:09,400
And you can tell them I've
done nothing.

359
00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:11,120
And then you'll deal with
the fallout,

360
00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:13,440
you'll deal with your world,

361
00:25:13,480 --> 00:25:16,120
your future, your life turning
to shit.

362
00:25:23,680 --> 00:25:25,240
Look whoever this person is,

363
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,640
cause I know there's someone.

364
00:25:27,680 --> 00:25:29,600
You need to stay away from him.

365
00:25:29,640 --> 00:25:32,600
Do you hear me?

366
00:25:32,640 --> 00:25:34,360
Stop protecting him.

367
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:46,960
I won't go to the police about you.

368
00:25:49,200 --> 00:25:50,920
I won't go to the police.

369
00:26:34,400 --> 00:26:36,160
 Hey, it's me. 

370
00:26:36,200 --> 00:26:38,920
 I went to Garvey's, I told her it 
 was all me. 

371
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:45,040
 She seems to think it's some guy 
 called Arnold somebody. 

372
00:26:46,680 --> 00:26:49,760
 But it's good she's not going to 
 the police.

373
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:51,920
Can I see you? 

374
00:26:51,960 --> 00:26:53,680
 It would be great to talk. 

375
00:26:55,920 --> 00:26:57,800
 I just need... 

376
00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:02,640
Hello. Pauline?

377
00:29:37,640 --> 00:29:39,800
 It's Pauline. 

378
00:29:39,840 --> 00:29:42,720
 Please leave a message, thank you. 

379
00:29:42,760 --> 00:29:44,520
Pauline?

380
00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:55,600
Pauline?

381
00:32:11,600 --> 00:32:12,920
 Hello, Jenna. 

382
00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,680
Hello.

383
00:32:19,720 --> 00:32:24,160
Pauline? I was looking for Pauline.

384
00:32:27,200 --> 00:32:29,200
 Pauline doesn't like it here. 

385
00:32:29,240 --> 00:32:33,480
 She says it smells of mould. 

386
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:39,560
Well, I was, I was just gonna, I was
just gonna leave her a note.

387
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:46,200
 Yeah. 

388
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:52,280
 A drink, I think. 

389
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:03,400
 It's not very nice in here, 
 is it? 

390
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:06,760
 No point sprucing these places up. 

391
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:10,320
 You just get moved on again,
as soon as word gets out. 

392
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:20,640
 I haven't been on any register for 
 five years now, 

393
00:33:20,680 --> 00:33:22,240
 makes no difference. 

394
00:33:24,360 --> 00:33:29,680
 I've lost count of the halfway 
 houses and bedsits. 

395
00:33:29,720 --> 00:33:33,040
 I used to live in a beautiful 
 Edwardian townhouse... 

396
00:33:35,440 --> 00:33:36,880
 ..when I was a teacher. 

397
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,360
Oh, you're a teacher.

398
00:33:42,920 --> 00:33:44,400
 You know who I am. 

399
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:49,480
What do you want?

400
00:33:52,480 --> 00:33:55,200
 I want to see my daughter again. 

401
00:33:57,200 --> 00:33:58,800
You left your family.

402
00:34:01,640 --> 00:34:06,920
 Everyone assumed that Sara must've 
 been abused 

403
00:34:06,960 --> 00:34:12,480
 because, you know if I loved 
 one girl,

404
00:34:12,520 --> 00:34:14,280
I haven't seen her since. 

405
00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:18,920
 It's a stink. 

406
00:34:18,960 --> 00:34:20,440
 It clings to you. 

407
00:34:22,200 --> 00:34:23,640
 There's no escape from it. 

408
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:25,400
 You'll see. 

409
00:34:25,440 --> 00:34:31,680
 And why? Why did I lose everything? 

410
00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:38,200
 Because some righteous bitch stuck 
 her nose in. 

411
00:34:38,240 --> 00:34:40,520
I didn't, I wasn't out to get you.

412
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:41,640
You.

413
00:34:42,920 --> 00:34:45,520
I reported a teacher for
inappropriate behaviour.

414
00:34:45,560 --> 00:34:47,240
 Denise and I were in love. 

415
00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:48,600
No.

416
00:34:48,640 --> 00:34:50,080
No, you can't justify it,

417
00:34:50,120 --> 00:34:53,040
the abuse of trust, the child's age.

418
00:34:53,080 --> 00:34:56,040
 You cannot legislate for the 
 human heart. 

419
00:34:56,080 --> 00:34:59,400
 Love, Jenna, cannot be codified. 

420
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:00,960
 Yes. Love.

421
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:05,600
You don't understand. 

422
00:35:08,200 --> 00:35:09,440
 Or do you? 

423
00:35:11,760 --> 00:35:14,240
 Your feelings for Kyle, what 
 were they? 

424
00:35:14,280 --> 00:35:16,320
Nothing.

425
00:35:16,360 --> 00:35:18,160
Affection, not sexual.

426
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:20,520
 The chemistry, you felt it. 

427
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:21,840
No. Never.

428
00:35:23,560 --> 00:35:26,320
 And yet, you thought you had. 

429
00:35:33,120 --> 00:35:35,720
What did you imagine you and Denise
would be?

430
00:35:46,640 --> 00:35:48,880
 We would have married. 

431
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:50,960
 We were waiting till she was 16. 

432
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:55,200
Do you think that makes it any
less inappropriate?

433
00:35:55,240 --> 00:35:57,520
 It was not inappropriate. 

434
00:35:59,480 --> 00:36:01,880
 It was a consensual relationship. 

435
00:36:01,920 --> 00:36:04,120
No. It couldn't have been.

436
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:05,680
She was too young,

437
00:36:05,720 --> 00:36:08,120
she wasn't old enough emotionally,
to understand.

438
00:36:08,160 --> 00:36:09,600
She was sad, needy.

439
00:36:09,640 --> 00:36:11,680
 And I gave her what she needed. 

440
00:36:11,720 --> 00:36:14,120
You took advantage of it.

441
00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:17,440
You got in and you groomed her.

442
00:36:17,480 --> 00:36:18,960
 No! No! No! 

443
00:36:26,960 --> 00:36:28,600
 It was not that! 

444
00:36:32,040 --> 00:36:34,400
 I didn't need to! 

445
00:36:34,440 --> 00:36:36,040
 It was mutual! 

446
00:36:37,720 --> 00:36:41,440
And what about when she grew up?

447
00:36:41,480 --> 00:36:44,520
Got older into her 20's, or 30's,
what would have happened then?

448
00:36:44,560 --> 00:36:46,760
 It was not that! 

449
00:36:51,280 --> 00:36:53,320
 I do not fancy kids! 

450
00:36:55,720 --> 00:36:57,480
 I do not groom them! 

451
00:37:00,440 --> 00:37:03,560
 Denise's age was immaterial. 

452
00:37:03,600 --> 00:37:07,280
 I was in love with her. 

453
00:37:07,320 --> 00:37:08,800
 One girl. 

454
00:37:09,840 --> 00:37:11,120
 Once.

455
00:37:11,160 --> 00:37:15,360
Or were you caught before you could
do it again?

456
00:37:15,400 --> 00:37:18,240
It's a power game, it's not
a relationship.

457
00:37:18,280 --> 00:37:20,400
I admit.

458
00:37:20,440 --> 00:37:22,800
I fed off the kids' affection.

459
00:37:22,840 --> 00:37:23,840
I wanted it.

460
00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:25,720
But it's not fair.

461
00:37:25,760 --> 00:37:28,480
It's not fair to put it on them.

462
00:37:28,520 --> 00:37:31,280
For them feel like they have to feed
your needs.

463
00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:34,360
 Yeah. 

464
00:37:37,240 --> 00:37:39,720
 You see, Jenna. 

465
00:37:39,760 --> 00:37:44,400
 What you don't realise is I lost 
 a family, 

466
00:37:47,640 --> 00:37:51,360
 a life, a love. 

467
00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,040
 I lost my freedom. 

468
00:37:55,080 --> 00:37:58,080
 They put me in prison. 

469
00:37:58,120 --> 00:38:00,640
Because you broke the law.

470
00:38:00,680 --> 00:38:03,680
 No-one asks about the details 
 in prison.

471
00:38:04,960 --> 00:38:12,600
They just hear teacher' and 
 sex offender'. 

472
00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:15,800
 And assume you're the worst kind. 

473
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:20,640
Well, what about Kyle?

474
00:38:20,680 --> 00:38:23,360
Putting him through all this,
using him.

475
00:38:23,400 --> 00:38:25,400
What is that, if not grooming?

476
00:38:25,440 --> 00:38:26,880
 I mean, 

477
00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:28,600
 why did you plead guilty? 

478
00:38:28,640 --> 00:38:31,040
 You just crumpled! 

479
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:33,920
 Like a car crash in slow motion. 

480
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,680
 Like, 

481
00:38:36,720 --> 00:38:38,720
 like you couldn't wait, 

482
00:38:41,040 --> 00:38:42,840
 almost like you wanted it. 

483
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:45,840
I wanted it?

484
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,040
Why?

485
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:13,440
Why me?

486
00:39:13,480 --> 00:39:15,800
Why not the headmistress?

487
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:17,040
The detective?

488
00:39:17,080 --> 00:39:18,760
 You. 

489
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:20,200
 You did it. 

490
00:39:21,480 --> 00:39:25,960
 June 4th, 2005 when you reported us.

491
00:39:27,120 --> 00:39:29,880
Jenna, you could've talked to me, 
 or Denise, 

492
00:39:29,920 --> 00:39:32,360
 you could've asked us. 

493
00:39:32,400 --> 00:39:37,360
 Instead, you threw a grenade in my 
 life and you just walked away. 

494
00:39:37,400 --> 00:39:39,520
Well, I didn't do it out of spite,

495
00:39:39,560 --> 00:39:44,160
I didn't hunt you down,
infect your life,

496
00:39:44,200 --> 00:39:46,280
set you up, creep around.

497
00:39:46,320 --> 00:39:48,840
I didn't do what you've been doing
to me.

498
00:39:48,880 --> 00:39:52,080
 What you did to me was much worse. 

499
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:53,120
Worse?

500
00:39:56,840 --> 00:39:58,960
So, do you feel avenged now?

501
00:40:01,200 --> 00:40:03,440
Has it helped you get your
life back?

502
00:40:03,480 --> 00:40:08,200
Your daughter, will she be impressed
how you've taken me down?

503
00:40:08,240 --> 00:40:10,560
Would she like to see all the
sinister, nasty shit

504
00:40:10,600 --> 00:40:12,120
daddy's been up to?

505
00:40:17,920 --> 00:40:19,960
 You're scared of me. 

506
00:40:26,760 --> 00:40:28,160
 What do you think I'm gonna do? 

507
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:32,360
 I've done it already. 

508
00:40:33,720 --> 00:40:37,720
 One little lie. 

509
00:40:37,760 --> 00:40:39,800
 Your whole life ruined. 

510
00:41:02,040 --> 00:41:03,680
 Jenna? 

511
00:41:03,720 --> 00:41:07,000
Oh, Pauline?

512
00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:08,200
Pauline.

513
00:41:11,040 --> 00:41:13,520
Oh, God, Pauline.

514
00:41:13,560 --> 00:41:17,880
 I'm sorry, Jenna. I didn't know. 

515
00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:19,440
 I'm sorry. 

516
00:41:19,480 --> 00:41:20,800
It's OK.  I didn't know. 

517
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:23,200
It's OK, but you know now?
What he is, what he did?

518
00:41:23,240 --> 00:41:24,360
You need to get out of here,

519
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:26,400
you need to leave before he
comes back.

520
00:41:26,440 --> 00:41:27,920
 Brian's my soulmate.

521
00:41:27,960 --> 00:41:29,640
Pauline, you know what he did.

522
00:41:29,680 --> 00:41:31,760
To me, to Kyle, to you?

523
00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:34,440
 I recommended Brian as a tutor. 

524
00:41:34,480 --> 00:41:36,320
 I brought Kyle to him. 

525
00:41:36,360 --> 00:41:38,680
 He was always so kind, Jenna! 

526
00:41:38,720 --> 00:41:40,760
 He was so kind! 

527
00:42:23,160 --> 00:42:25,480
 It's lonely, isn't it, out here? 

528
00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:27,280
 In the cold? 

529
00:42:31,240 --> 00:42:33,240
 Perhaps it always was for you. 

530
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:39,640
 Do you know I was surprised your 
 mother's bipolar condition 

531
00:42:39,680 --> 00:42:41,080
 went undiagnosed? 

532
00:42:46,520 --> 00:42:52,280
 Maybe Roger was just too ashamed to 
 let her seek help? 

533
00:42:56,840 --> 00:42:58,880
 I got to know your father. 

534
00:42:58,920 --> 00:43:02,280
 I went on one of his dry stone 
 walling courses.

535
00:43:02,320 --> 00:43:03,560
Interesting man. 

536
00:43:06,520 --> 00:43:11,920
 Didn't mention you once in the whole 
 time we spent together. 

537
00:43:11,960 --> 00:43:14,640
 Don't flatter yourself that I've 
 spent all this time 

538
00:43:14,680 --> 00:43:17,520
 thinking about getting you for 
 15 years. 

539
00:43:20,440 --> 00:43:24,000
 I spent most of it abroad, 

540
00:43:24,040 --> 00:43:26,480
 trying to rebuild my reputation, 

541
00:43:30,320 --> 00:43:31,920
 hoping that one day... 

542
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:38,800
 ..you'll see. 

543
00:43:40,480 --> 00:43:42,320
I'm not like you.

544
00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:46,680
I can't suffer like you.

545
00:43:46,720 --> 00:43:48,680
The stink won't stick.

546
00:43:52,040 --> 00:43:53,400
I can live again.

547
00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:56,480
And I will.

548
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:06,440
No, no, no, no, no!

549
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:35,400
Hi.

550
00:45:35,440 --> 00:45:37,520
 I got a nine in English. 

551
00:45:37,560 --> 00:45:38,760
Of course you did.

552
00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:46,960
I thought that, I didn't 
 realise the... 

553
00:45:47,000 --> 00:45:49,000
I know. I know.

554
00:45:50,560 --> 00:45:52,400
It's OK.

555
00:46:13,440 --> 00:46:16,440
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